@dlrebuck ikr, push that shit down as hard as you can. it will still be there.. i didnt read the post but im not gonna feel that way about my chillren. i started dying the day he was born.. i kinda been takin things on the run every since and not doing well at it at all. any emo shots i take on his behalf do sting, but ultimately they fall away from me.. but yeah i do know what you mean.
