@zazzi Ugh I feel you! I also had anxiety and literally saw a lactation consultant everyday for the first weeks of my daughters life, until I accepted formula feeding full time. With my son, I did literally NOTHING differently. Put him on the boob immediately after birth like I did my daughter, and he just latched really strongly right off the bat. I didn’t have to see a lactation consultant once with him and never had to supplement or pump with him. It was actually really healing, because I realized it wasn’t me lol. My daughter just couldn’t transfer milk effectively at the boob. I nursed my son until 3!