@jolene576 The baby is just around the corner. Hang in there. I know it's frustrating and my words probably won't help at all, but... seriously! Within a week, your baby WILL be here.
It's tough right now, because your body literally feel like it's going to explode. That's a good sign, it means your baby is on it's way and ready to come out. I was overdue with both of my children. 1st one: Born at 42+0 (Induced). 2nd: Born at 41+3 (No induction. Came all by herself).
Before you know it, you will have completely forgotten this moment, because you will be holding your little bundle of joy in your arms and be absolutely stuffed with love to this little creature. You'll be looking back at his moment and wonder: "Why the hell was I angry? Why was I so worried?"
Take care, OP. You can do this! Stay strong!