@brandon_d If it's any encouragement..
I am a week and a half shy of 4 months in.. doing it all on my own.. plus I have one breast that produces milk..so I have to work extra hard to get enough milk ..
I don't have friends or family that come by.. living off my savings..dad bailed last minute..
And I am caring for two needy little dogs ..
Before you throw vin the towel.. just know we are strong enough..
I get it so much.. there are days when it's vso dark for me.. honestly it's mostly the loneliness.. but I just take it day to day..
My first goal was to make it to 4 months ..then 6 months.. then I'll go from there
Good luck Mama.. no matter what you choose.. you're strong