I ended up getting postpartum preeclampsia. Baby was born 6 weeks ago. I have been really struggling with my supply since day 1, no matter how often i pump (8-10x a day 25-30 mins each), i just cant get my supply up! I average about 40 ml per session, but sometimes it goes as high as 120 ml (not often at all), if it's a morning pump... my supply dwindles throughout the day though and it just goes lower and lower somehow.. (do these numbers sound low to you? they seem very low to me). we supplement with formula and the baby is healthy. but it's soo frustrating to invest soo much time and money and energy into pumping for such little output. I feel sad and stressed that i'm missing out on special bonding moments with my daughter... every time we're in the middle of a special moment, i have to go run to the pump & my husband takes over. i'm basically the pump's bitch at this point. it's just sad that i can't spend an entire freaking day with my daughter. i try and schedule my pumps so that they happen when she's sleeping but it doesn't always work out that way. i dont know.. i just feel like my bonding is being effected, but yet, i'm not willing to give up because i have already put so much time and energy into it that i would just feel like a failure if i quit now.
how do those of you with low milk supply cope? Also does anyone else with preeclampsia or postpartum preeclampsia have low supply? somehow i did not know that it could cause a low supply until 2 days ago when i saw it on mayo clinic!! I wish i had known this sooner as i have been trying to figure out wtf i cant make more for 6 weeks now- my ob never even mentioned that this could be a factor.
TLDR; I'm tired of pumping and making so little-- wondering a.) is this truly low supply given how often and the quantity i'm pumping b.) I'm sad i have to run to the pump every 2 hrs instead of just having long stretches of uninterrupted bonding time with my daugher -- hasnt even happened once since she was born -- anyone else have this problem and how do you cope? quitting just seems hard to me at this point c.) anyone with preeclampsia or postpartum pre-e have a low milk supply? (did you have pre -e or postpartum pre-e? for context)
how do those of you with low milk supply cope? Also does anyone else with preeclampsia or postpartum preeclampsia have low supply? somehow i did not know that it could cause a low supply until 2 days ago when i saw it on mayo clinic!! I wish i had known this sooner as i have been trying to figure out wtf i cant make more for 6 weeks now- my ob never even mentioned that this could be a factor.
TLDR; I'm tired of pumping and making so little-- wondering a.) is this truly low supply given how often and the quantity i'm pumping b.) I'm sad i have to run to the pump every 2 hrs instead of just having long stretches of uninterrupted bonding time with my daugher -- hasnt even happened once since she was born -- anyone else have this problem and how do you cope? quitting just seems hard to me at this point c.) anyone with preeclampsia or postpartum pre-e have a low milk supply? (did you have pre -e or postpartum pre-e? for context)