@tabbycat11 We did it. I didn't want to breast feed because I watched my mom do 99% of the child care and I didn't want that and it starts with breast feeding, when you're the only one who can comfort the child. In addition, I have struggles with depression and I was worried about PPD and I knew that getting poor sleep would be an issue. And when you BF, mom is getting up every 2 hours no matter what.
It has been GREAT. The nurses in the hospital didn't say anything. They just asked "okay, enfamil or Similac?" The NP who rounded on me in recovery just gave me advice on my breasts drying up. I did tell people that it was because of meds I was taking because I didn't really care to discuss it. And that made it easier because they can't argue with it. I did give birth at a baby friendly hospital too.
Once we brought baby home, it allowed my husband to truly be an equal parent. My baby is 9.5 months and I believe my husband does a true 50% of the parenting. In the beginning we split nights so he got up with the baby for any wakeups before 130a and I got up with him from 130 to 630. This worked for us because we each got a 5 hour block of uninterrupted sleep and then could try to sleep in between wakeups on our block. I could also nap during the day, especially when recovering, and my mom or husband could take care of the baby.
It also made daycare an easy transition.
There was a couple days early on where I kinda was like .. Should I have breast fed? But I'm very glad I didn't. I love feeding him and we still connect during those times. And I think it's been wonderful for my mental health. Even very early, I never felt like I was horribly sleep deprived. Not ever.
I would recommend it to anyone. Feel free to chat or message me if you want to talk.
Edit: I do think that it has made a huge difference for my mental health. Mostly because I've been able to get good sleep.