@brojoe67 I feel this also. I have "only" 1 child (5y) and still feel tired.
Expectations but the silence of them is so much harder to bear with- I mean they are all so understandable but when you seek some kind of pause in some aspect, this very big understanding just vanishes.
I dont have any support from family (we live in another city 300 km away). Both working in big corporations. Luckily remote but this is catch22- they all expect that you multitask all the time (child is sick oh you wfh, you can work still!!).
I really miss my "non adult" life sometimes, today I just have a huge list of tasks, I have to have energy for all of them with a smile and optimism, I have to look good, I have to be good at my job, I have to be supportive, patient and giving parent but sometimes.. its just a task to be done. I hate this feeling.
I think I am tired inside, not phisically. Dont have any wish for any big thing (travelling or something out of comfort routine!), because men... all work is waiting there and you dont get the time to just pause yourself.
Annoying.
Didnt expect that this is gonna be so hard for me.
Expectations but the silence of them is so much harder to bear with- I mean they are all so understandable but when you seek some kind of pause in some aspect, this very big understanding just vanishes.
I dont have any support from family (we live in another city 300 km away). Both working in big corporations. Luckily remote but this is catch22- they all expect that you multitask all the time (child is sick oh you wfh, you can work still!!).
I really miss my "non adult" life sometimes, today I just have a huge list of tasks, I have to have energy for all of them with a smile and optimism, I have to look good, I have to be good at my job, I have to be supportive, patient and giving parent but sometimes.. its just a task to be done. I hate this feeling.
I think I am tired inside, not phisically. Dont have any wish for any big thing (travelling or something out of comfort routine!), because men... all work is waiting there and you dont get the time to just pause yourself.
Annoying.
Didnt expect that this is gonna be so hard for me.