@backfrmsliding33 I was that kind of person in my 20s - absolutely disgusted and horrified by the idea of pregnancy. Now granted I had a good reason: I got in a road accident at 13 years old and got my pelvis fractured so I had my fair share of medical intervention in the genital area, excruciating pain and feeling out of control about my body. But what made me absolutely detest the idea of pregnancy was fear mongering by my narcissistic mother who constantly brought up my past trauma and talked about all the struggles I'm gonna have when I have kids. My family was overall pretty awful so it was another thing - until I was financially stable enough I knew I would have to rely on them if I ever got pregnant and I would literally rather chop off my right hand than do that.
It changed bit by bit when I reached 30, I recovered from a lot of trauma, cut off my narc mom and the rest of the alcoholic family, and started thinking for the first time in my life about what I really want. Then I realized that even though pregnancy and labor still sounded nasty as fuck I didn't want this feeling to rid me of motherhood forever. I knew that there is much more to being a parent then 9 months of gestation and several hours of labor and it is ultimately worth it.
Now fast forward I am 33w pregnant, I'm anxious about the baby all the time and as long as she is okay I'm more than happy to suck it up. But I still don't enjoy the process, it's super uncomfortable on so many levels and gross. But I chose it and I don't regret it. I knew what I was getting into.
My point is, I would have never been able to deal with pregnancy in my 20s when the fear and disgust were stronger and the will to become a mom was weak or non existent. So it's good I didn't get pregnant back then. It's quite a natural feeling for some women but it doesn't mean they won't find themselves wanting to do this anyway one day. If you told me I would willingly spend money on becoming pregnant 3 years ago I would shout at you and say you're outta your mind lol