Hello. My husband (29 y/o M) and I (26y/oF) had a wonderful baby boy together after a year of trying last August. I’ve been taking my birth control religiously since my 6 week appointment. Same time, every day, I’ve never missed a day. Well last Thursday I took a test as I’ve been having some pregnancy-similar issues. IT WAS POSITIVE. I don’t even know how to feel. I just felt like life was calming down. We’re still enjoy our 6month old. With the economy going the way it is I have no idea how I’m going to afford another baby. We also have a 6year old who is very physically special needs so I can’t work outside of the home as I’m constantly taking him to doctors appointments, therapies, and to the hospital. I’m shocked and overwhelmed. My husband is willing to support whatever decision I make but I’m finding it impossible to make one. I never thought this would happen. My husband is already so stressed about money and god I can’t even imagine what his mother would say. I can’t sleep because this is all I can think about. The idea of ending the pregnancy makes me breakdown in tears. I don’t think I could go through with it but I don’t know how to come to terms with another baby and then also knowing it’s a child my husband doesn’t want.