@cece_lee16 It’s a wild thing isn’t it. My life has been absolutely peachy in comparison but I never really had emotional support. It turned into me, without knowing becoming the ‘protector’ or burden bearer in a lot of my friend and family relationships. When my now wife and I had to put down our dog in Covid times only one of us was allowed into the vet. Since it was her dog she went in and I was distraught out in the car park. A few weeks later after we’d healed slightly my wife let me know she hadn’t told me about the whole process and that she’d been keeping the worst parts from me to help me get through it. She’d taken on the burden for me and that in itself absolutely floored me. To have someone who will love and sacrifice for you is honestly the best feeling I’ve had in my life, it’s allowed me to open up more, share more and our relationship is incredible because of this. Your wife sounds like a winner mate and I hope you two can have an incredible fulfilling life together.