@cloveerforever That's absolutely toxic, you're not a robot. Nobody earns $75k pa and raises a family stress free, everyone needs an outlet. The drinking part I can understand her sensitivity to but ultimately it doesn't mean you're the person she's scared you'll turn into.
The man up part is so unhelpful, point her towards suicide stats for men, the age groups it hits hardest, its prevalence as a cause of death within those groups, the reasons men give for feeling stressed/depressed, the sources of stigma that inhibit them from reaching out in times of need. A lot of work has been done around gender stereotypes in the last decade or so, it saddens me that this kind of attitude still blows back on decent, hardworking men.
If I were you i'd put her on her heels, hold a mirror up to her. Tell her you expect her to earn $100k and tell her she cant enjoy the things that allow her to blow off some steam. Stand your ground and do what you think is right, if you buckle under the pressure of a bully you'll increasingly become their victim. If she cries bullshit tell her thats how you feel too and ask her to empathise, meet you in the middle, to hear you out rather than shut you down for trying to solve this.
Lasting relationships are built on trust and co-operation, sounds like she wants to give you nothing and push you to your absolute limits because she's uncomfortable. It's difficult working and raising kids, her abusing you isn't going to help either of you or your child, she needs to snap out of it and address her own issues like you have. It's very clear how mindful and in control you are of your habits and tendencies, how proactive you are in altering your circumstances to benefit your family.