@hasanali147 I feel you!! I turn 35 this april and I'm already trying to plan a trip somewhere (safely, of course!) To redirect my focus, since I know I'll be feeling down. I figure if I have something else to look forward to, maybe I won't be depressed about this advanced maternal age nonsense?? Hope so anyway. I'll tell you what I keep telling myself: it will happen when it is meant to happen! I wish you a very happy birthday and know you are not alone in these feelings!