I guess I just need to vent. I feel so down today. I’m only on day 3 of a not sure how long journey. My daughter was born 3 days ago at 30w1 day w PRROM. The doctor today referred to her as a “sick baby”. Like WTF does that mean??? My daughter is on oscillator. She as born crying and breathing room temperature and then next day was put on a vent which they call a honeymoon phase. Please someone tell me it’ll get better. I know it’s only the 3rd but I don’t know what to think. And in losing it, I can’t be strong I just cry and cry and google and think of the worst. I wasn’t expecting all this and every time a doctor says sick lungs or a sick baby I absolutely get more down. She’s stable and making really slow progress so I don’t even know. I feel like they haven’t figured out what’s wrong with her and it’s killing me. There saying it can be an infection and she’s being treated but I don’t know what to think. Like how can I help her get better. What can I do to help her improve l. Just so scared