they told me she has staphylococcus aureus after culture, im in so much pain and distress, she seemed to do well, dirst they gave her (habaren?) im not sure of the spelling but this is how it sounded when the pronounced it, her two fingers were blue then black then only the tips were black, she was on habaren for 4-5 days i think? then they stopped it bcs it caused bleeding in the brain (first degree), she survived 11 days in nicu and ome day i came she wasn’t moving there were constantly monitoring her and they did cpr for 20 minutes before her passing away may her soul rest in peace, i’ll spare the details of how i feel rn i just want to know what went wrong? for context im not a U.S citizen and i’m not sure my country or the hospitals here are that best, i remember last thing the doctor told me is they were giving her two antibiotics and they’re both good, before that it was only one after havaren i just don’t remember it name, but on that day when she died it was the first te the doctor said anything about two antibiotics, she was also getting my breast milk and on that day they were supposed to start giving her 12 ml, but they stopped bcs her lungs started bleeding and idk, please tell me if this sound familiar to u and if the hospital did something wrong, i want closure.