@luckyleaf Same question here--happy to send you some, or anything else you need! Hard times as a mom will really grate you down. Also, remember...it's okay to feel spazzed out, frustrated, scared, exhausted, discouraged, sad, angry, etc, etc.
From my own experience, which may or may not be applicable to you, I try so hard NOT to lose my shit, that I end up losing my shit even more and losing myself in the process. So I have to let all the feelings just have their moment (or several), acknowledge each one, remind myself that IT'S OKAY to feel what I feel, let it pass on through and regroup. As others said, in the process of all of this, do what you can to make your life as simple as possible.
I'm sure you feel isolated right now, but we've got your back as much as we can.
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