@jollylight Make the decision you can live with, but know neither are easy. Raising a baby alone is nothing to take lightly.. heck pregnancy can be incredibly difficult, and painful. An abortion can be just as hard... know that either way it's most likely going to be very difficult. Make sure you have a strong support system around you for either choice. I know women who have made both choices. I know women who regretted having an abortion they didnt want, I know women who are very happy they made that choice. I also know women who have had children who regretted the situation the baby was born into, but never the baby, and ones that wouldn't have done it any differently. No one can tell you the right answer for you. Sending good wishes to you, because you deserve to be happy no matter what. 