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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @wyphoto28 Hey. I'm not doing great. Leaving was hard I guess. This part feels a bit harder. I think I'm going to make a post about it in a bit. Thank you.
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    @molly78 Thank you. That really helps. This is so extremely hard. I'm grateful I have a place to go, and my own room, but im still In a shelter. And being under quarantine really sucks. I don't feel brave at all, but as I keep being told, Bravery is being scared but doing it anyways. It's...
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @baylor_bear33 Time March's forward I suppose. And yes, this will all eventually pass. Thank you
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    @jabattler1976 Thank you. I know I definitely need to read that book. It comes highly recommended. I tried reading it before, but it was a bit hard. I'll have to try again.
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    @baruch7777777 Thank you. That's very true about band-aids ripping off. It doesnt feel like the right thing right now, but I hope that I see it eventually.
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    @atiyah Thank you very much. I'm comfortable. I'm warm. My daughter is sleeping beside me. I'm trying to focus on the good
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @kipperbomb Thank you so much. There is lots and lots to document, and going forward, I'll be documenting everything that I can, or keeping records of everything.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @monk64 Thank you. No, you are definitely right. Try and keep it about court stuff. And yeah, it is hard. Thank you again.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @brokenbonds The shelter I'm staying at will help me with that. I think i need to pass quarantine first? But they have lots of resources here to help me. They said already that they will walk me through what to expect and that they will serve him.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @brokenbonds Thank you very much. It really really helps to hear you say that. It's very not easy, but there is already an extremely small part of that Is relived that I left.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @mdjuelrana Thank you so much. I am so grateful for this community.
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    @josephjnapoleon Thank you very much. It's definitely hard, but you are also amazing and strong. Thank you.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @katrina2017 My daughter is being so great right now. I know it won't last, and she will be upset that we aren't with daddy right now, but I think it is for the best. I think so at least. It's not so much that I'm still in love with him, but we were very, very codependent, and im so used to...
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    @katruth Thank you so much. This was extremely hard. I still feel in a daze and kinda just, in a fog.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @jamiemellien23 My sister wanted me to watch that! I've heard extremely good things. I'll definitely need to check it out I'm pretty sure I don't want to go back. I'm so tired of being afraid
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @bee_brian Thank you. That honestly helps to hear. I'm hoping I can look back on this in a few years and be proud of the person I will hopefully become. Right now though, I just feel rudderless and anxious. It doesn't feel real yet. I'm definitely all over the place emotionally. I keep...
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    @rpwolfgang Oh man. I've definitely never thought about bravery that way before . Thank you
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    @afterthought I'm very, very lucky to have my own private room. It's a very, very nice shelter. And the beds are extremely comfortable. So that helps. I feel very lucky and glad that there are places like this that exist. I'm feeling a bit less upset about everything. All of my friends and...
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @frankyb Awesome!!!! I'm (very slowly) working my way thru TNG right now. Well, not this literal second, but like, in general. Have you seen Lower Decks yet?? If you haven't, you definitely need to check it out.
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    I did it. I left him. I am not okay

    @charl Thank you. I'm definitely gonna join.
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