asatrugirl
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@marty1983 My husband and I have also been TTC for 2 years. Your anger is totally valid, as are any other emotions. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t jealous of my family or friends who have been getting pregnant without any issues. They’d announce it, I’d be happy for them in the initial moments of talking to them, but almost immediately I would switch to jealousy, sadnesses, anger, frustration, etc. Basically the entire rollercoaster of emotions.
I have PCOS and my husband is fine, so we know our fertility struggles lie with my body. I’m the one who has to take all the meds, go through the different procedures, get blood drawn, & get the shots. So I’ve been really hard on myself over the last couple years even though I know deep down that it’s not my fault. It’s not anyone’s fault. But I still blame myself sometimes because there’s no one else I can blame.
But as other people have commented, I’d recommend looking into online forums like this group here, or even others on instagram and Facebook. I joined a few that aligned with the kind of support I was looking for and it was a life changer for me. I even created an anonymous instagram page where I could vent about anything & everything so that I could let my feelings out there and not dump on family & friends that don’t deserve me taking my frustrations out on them. And the community I’ve found that way has really helped.
I have PCOS and my husband is fine, so we know our fertility struggles lie with my body. I’m the one who has to take all the meds, go through the different procedures, get blood drawn, & get the shots. So I’ve been really hard on myself over the last couple years even though I know deep down that it’s not my fault. It’s not anyone’s fault. But I still blame myself sometimes because there’s no one else I can blame.
But as other people have commented, I’d recommend looking into online forums like this group here, or even others on instagram and Facebook. I joined a few that aligned with the kind of support I was looking for and it was a life changer for me. I even created an anonymous instagram page where I could vent about anything & everything so that I could let my feelings out there and not dump on family & friends that don’t deserve me taking my frustrations out on them. And the community I’ve found that way has really helped.