@littlemarlo Have you seen the show Maid on Netflix? I think it would resonate if you haven't.
I'm sorry things are so hard. It won't be like this forever so take it a day at a time for now.
@littlemarlo Yes, it definitely gets better. You're in the worst of it and it only gets better. Do you bedshare? People on the internet hate it but it saved me when mine were little.
