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@inquisitor82 Thank you I'm trying to be gentle ❤️

@benserink Im so sorry. That sounds horrible. I am on a list to be seen but this was the first time i finally said everything out loud. From start to finish. I feel just getting it out has helped immensely. I have finally gotten to openly feel these feelings instead of pushing them away.

@katrina2017 Wow. This really helped. Thank you. I'm just being gentle with myself. I love my life. Its just those times when I'm the last one awake stuck in my thoughts. I just feel like i cry alot lately.

@romeohoy I get that. I said that after she was born that I never wanted to again. But the lack of choice just makes it different.

@skittblue I truely hope she appreciates being an only child. I was not close with my siblings and wished to be an only child. I just worry she will feel different.

@followerb I relate to that in a way. I adored being pregnant and through the whole thing said I wanted to surrogate just to experience it again. Knowing i will never experience it again breaks my heart. But i am so greatful for my daughter. She is my light man.

@lineman2015 I'm on a list to see a counselor

@panhead4god The solidarity is nice honestly. Ny husband tries but he just doesnt understand.

@cbeard13 Thank you!

@evilbeans I am on a waiting list to see a counselor. I feel what your saying.

My husband and I had never wanted kids. It was a big part of our relationship. 3 years of friendship where we piggy backed off each other on why we don't want kids. 3 years in our relationship telling people we won't be having any. Then 8 months before our wedding I was late. It was January of...