@ferdi that’s the main thing i try to hold onto. i sang to him, my parents and i held him, and my parents and sister and i all talked to him and told him just how loved he was (and still is) all in his short little life.
Always listen to your gut, mamas. I went to the ER at 18w2d because I KNEW my water was leaking (woke up in a huge wet spot, had been up an hour or two before and hadn’t had to pee). I told them I was concerned because I had just had a UTI the week before, and from my time in nursing school, I...