@igbokwe You are not a failure. Repeat after me. You are a good mom. No matter how your babies are fed. I gave mine formular after 4 days during the night and they were so happy. I just couldn't cluster feed two babies. I know it's hard right now because of the formular shortage, but pumping is...
@jonlv Even my advanced 4,5 yo isn't really interested in letters. I'd just try to sneak it in here and there. Like ABC songs. Or get a set of fridge magnets? But I wouldn't "make" her learn
Edit: what is kumon?