@mikecrb I think about this all the time. The sleep rules were the hardest. We would pick my son up the moment he fell asleep anywhere but a crib or in our arms because we were so terrified of SIDS. (And because he had reflux, we couldn't really use a crib, so it was all contact all the time for...
@debbs3692 Totally. I wish I felt like I could handle a second and it makes me sad sometimes. It would be nice to have two but at a certain point I just have to trust that I know myself and my limits.