@fanatical4christ Hey there, it's clear you're trying your best and that is all you can really do for your baby. You're aware and sensitive so your baby will be just fine. You're doing a great job.
I had a very similar early journey as you. Emergency C-section, wanted to breastfeed so bad, but...
@robwebb 17mo, 7-8am wakeup, nap 12-1:30 or 2pm, 7-7:30pm bedtime. She sleeps a lot more when she is growing or sick. A couple weeks ago she did several days of 3 hour naps! She grew out of almost all her clothes around that time