Search results

@chrestotes Super reassuring and thank you 🙏🏻 no inito testing thank god which helped a ton and my FRER is significantly darker so I feel better

@chrestotes Aww I feel that. I’m hoping I adjust to the anxiety too. No scan scheduled. My clinic does it at 6.5 weeks for IUI patients and will schedule it after 2 betas doubling as they should. So I should hopefully either know it’s doomed or have a scan scheduled by Saturday lol I’m feeling a...

@chrestotes That’s actually a really great point thank you! I would have definitely spiraled over that too 😅 you’re so nice to chat with me I really appreciate it it means a lot. Has it gotten any easier hitting week six? Congrats btw! 🥰

@chrestotes Thank you so much for your caring reply. I luckily have betas scheduled for Thursday. I am trying to hold out until then but I looked into a few local places that will do them for me. Unfortunately they don’t have same day results so I’m on the fence about it. Luckily (but like not...

@wedemars Thank you, wishing you the best too. Thank you so much. I know exactly how you feel. It’s so isolating. My best friend is like a week ahead of me (with her second) and hasn’t a worry in the world lol it’s wild to me what this does to us. Keep me posted on how it goes. We’ve got this 💕

@wedemars Idky I’m crying but thank you. I feel so alone but I really know I’m not. I know it. It’s so unfair we have to struggle with these fears because of prior loss. It feels so isolating you know? I know your US will be perfect and I hope you feel better after that. I also hope my betas...

@johnk001 Thank you 💕 I boxed it up yesterday and put it away for good. That makes me feel a lot better I appreciate you sharing your experience and am wishing the best for you this pregnancy ❤️🌈

@josephjurg Thank you 🙏🏻

@gracemercy Thank you 💕 I’m so glad to hear it gets a bit better. I appreciate you and everyone in this community being so supportive and kind

@nihouni I need a therapist, I also had nooo idea what my first loss would do to me this second time around. I like you expect nothing else but loss. And I had the same moment today. Crying. Then laughing that it’s probably good and just my hormones lol what a mess. I’m hoping my anxiety goes...

@saughtandfound8 Lmaoooo I have ONE more left. That I might save for next week if I ever even do it. Betas are tomorrow. No more need to test. Gotta try and reel myself alllll the way back in here 😅 we’re progressing tho! I worked today! 😆 the bar is low but I’ll take it as a win. I promise you...

@saughtandfound8 You are so right and thank you so much. I did not inito test today lol and I feel so much better. Not only that but my FRER was darker than yesterdays, more so than I expected so I’m taking the win and trying to shift my focus. I also developed the worst bit of nausea around 4m...

@kpec3arrival Thank you 💕🥹 as much as I’d never ever wish this on anyone I feel a little better knowing that I’m not the only one. It’s just so hard. I just want to disappear, sink into my couch for minimum the next 8+ weeks. Probably longer. I’m really praying it’s the hormones exacerbating...

@silverlightoftheworld Honestly that makes me feel so much better. Thank you for explaining!

@silverlightoftheworld I think the biggest fear there was it was reading LH but was actually measuring HCG. Which again. Is wild to even bother wasting my time and sanity on tbh lol but it could have been a combo and the LH finally dropped. Could have been a million things which is why this...

@wael Lololol you’re very sweet thank you for being gentle 💕. Honestly you are right I need to stop, and I won’t be doing it again. I legit called out of work today to lay on the couch and wallow… not good. Can’t afford to do this again. I don’t know if I’m even going to test again w a FRER...

@wael Yes it tests for LH not HCG which is why I’m an idiot for continuing to test with it lol I did this to my self 🥹😭 bloodwork is on Thursday thankfully. Thank you for reaching out it means a lot. Really struggling

@anxiousinphx It’s so hard right? Yea I just need to stop testing. Completely. Every time in my mind I’m like “okay not testing again” within the same thought I’m like “maybe just once tomorrow to make sure” lol like what kind of crazy even is this. This seems fake. To be this mentally out of...

I really am struggling so bad I called out of work today. So I used inito to help time my iui this cycle and I got a bfp on 8dpo. I continued to test with inito which is NOT recommended and god it’s messed me up. My “LH” (presumably HCG) dropped today (12dpo) on it and boy has it sent me into a...