@yuliia I was doing and feeling a lot of those same emotions and I have been diagnosed with PPA/PPD
I did therapy for 3 weeks then decided on a medicated route. I couldn't be more in love with our girl now.
Lots of days I hate being a mom because I feel like a big part of my life has changed...
@doublev Dude, I was washing my girl in the bath and she had something crusty in her hair, turned out to be poop! Like how even???? She was only like 8 weeks at the time so she didn't put it there 🤷♀️
It isn't a big deal lol